Who the fuck am I? I mean seriously. I think I've become too homogenized... Too watered-down and lacking any definition or originality. I think I've tried so hard to become what I think "people I care about" and what "people I like" want or expect me to be, that I've lost that spark of personality and originality that makes me "ACC". I think I need to loose this whole veil of caring about what people expect, or what they think, and just do what is me. I mean, I think at its core, that IS a part of my true personality, and somewhere along the way, I lost that focus. Or, maybe I didn't lose that focus but just recently realized more about who I am. But, I think I'm going to work on gradually outwardly being who I really am, and letting people take me as I am... and I guess I'll know when I look at who's left around me, that they're my true friends. The people who truly care about me and understand me.

Current Mood: contemplative
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