Wow. I am just so... depressed. And I'm not even sure why. Ya know, I have this logical side of me kicking in with its analytical viewpoint of "hey dude, everything's really just fine on the whole", but this other side of me just feels hopeless. I hate to sound so wimpy like that. But that’s just what it feels like. I'm so dissatisfied with how things "are" right now, but I haven't the slightest clue what to do about it. I plan to sleep on it tonight for sure, and if things still seem as bad as this tomorrow I'm going to go to the doctor and see what's going on. This just doesn't seem like how I should feel.

On an up note, I got some new fishies today. I got 3 Zebra Danios, 1 Red Swordtail, 1 Rubber Lip Plecostomus, a couple of aquatic plants, and 1 little Crab. On a retro-news note, my red Male Betta: Tickles McDavenport died a couple weeks back. I don't really know what was up with him, maybe it was just his time. All other fishes are doing well. The other fish include: 3 Neon Tetras, 2 Red/Black Rasboras, 1 Gold Gourami, and 2 Silver (I don't know whats). Hopefully I can get around to snapping some pics of the tank soon.

I went up to the Masquerade briefly tonight for some cheap/free party they were having. It was locals sorta stuff, but not too bad. I met up with Kenneth, Dan, Nate and the crew. I haven't been to a rave/party at the Masquerade in I don't remember how long. I kind of miss that old venue though. It was where I spent a lot of my time in the very early days of raving. It'd be nice to see them start using other venues than the Globe for parties. I wasn't in the best of moods to hang out there really late, but it was fun reminiscing for a bit.

Boy, this must be the weekend for birthdays! Gerrell's was today (Saturday), Nolan's is Sunday, and Jamison's is Monday! That's nuts. Happy Birthday!

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Current Music: 311 - Flowing