Well I'm here in Destin. It's the first night here for me, and I'm soooo tired. I didn't have time to sleep long enough last night because I had to get up to catch the flight today, but I hope to make up for it tonight. We went out to eat tonight and I finally got some of those seafood vitils I've been craving for so long. It was quite yum. I'm definitly squeezing in some beach time tomorrow.

Current Mood: tired

Sleepy day today. I actually woke up around 930a this morning, and went and had breakfast with the parents. But, by the time breakfast was over I was dragging, so I put my beach mission on hold and took a nap. I must have been more tired than I thought because I went right to sleep and woke up not too long ago. I'm not sure if its because of the stress from the accident, just lack of sleep, or the fact that I think my body is still trying to heal or what... but I'm getting up now, one way or another, and goin to the beach!!!

Current Mood: determined

I know that it shouldn't suprise me when we're talking about this particular person, and yet it does... but the fact that anyone could take pleasure in hearing about my serious misfourtune, is as low and shitty as it gets. It's an ever-present reminder of why I had to eliminate people like this from my life.

Current Mood: shocked

Monday night here at the condo, and we just got back from eating not too long ago. Nice dinner at the "Back Porch". I think that I'm starting to realize that this whole car accident has effected me more seriously than I first thought. Aside from the bruises and scrapes and sore muscles, there's a psychological game going on inside my head right now. Some of it, from dealing with the awesome task of trying to comprehend what happens next with car insurance and medical insurance and the emergency room bills, and partly, unexpectedly, from the emotional trauma of the experience. I guess it's some sort of post-traumatic crap. In any event, I wish it would go away.

Current Mood: contemplative